Today is just one of those cancer days. Not because we got bad news or had an unexpected trip to ER because none of that happened. We are just worn down from this cancer fight and we are in this limbo that is brutal. Typically, we would know that we are four days away from his next round of chemo and know the plan. Now don’t get me wrong, we are thrilled that we aren’t starting chemo again next week, but this unknown has just been tough and emotional and quite frankly draining. We are looking forward to getting more of a plan next week after scans but even that will only be one piece of the puzzle because the surgery is still a large unknown – one that will involve mid-surgery decisions so we truly cannot prepare. But, we will continue to get as prepared as possible. We met with one of our oncologists today and Tom had blood work done – everything looked good so that is great news as we go into next week.
Yesterday marked three months since the his diagnosis and as I told Tom today I feel that we are entitled to have some rough days. However, our rule through this whole thing has been to not dwell and always try to have a better day than the one before. So on the positive side, we are getting out some bad days now and trying to just stay optimistic and look forward to results and Christmas next week. More to come…
Yesterday marked three months since the his diagnosis and as I told Tom today I feel that we are entitled to have some rough days. However, our rule through this whole thing has been to not dwell and always try to have a better day than the one before. So on the positive side, we are getting out some bad days now and trying to just stay optimistic and look forward to results and Christmas next week. More to come…